Autonomy.
I forgot what it was like to have autonomy. To have peace laying by myself at night. To be comfortable in my own head and my own skin. To be certain of myself despite the situations around me. To have focus and drive while maintaining peace of mind.
I am enjoying this time of being single. Not in the sense that I am single and trying to mingle, or single in preparation for my next relationship. No, I mean being single. Being comfortable alone. Being comfortable with myself. Standing strong in my moral character. Getting to know others. Continually creating myself.
I have no desire to be in a relationship or to be fully committed to any one person right now. I have no desire to be physically intimate as well. I am very comfortable and appreciative of this autonomy. I am not ready to give up this control. The power is intoxicating.
Autonomy. Just what I needed.
I am enjoying this time of being single. Not in the sense that I am single and trying to mingle, or single in preparation for my next relationship. No, I mean being single. Being comfortable alone. Being comfortable with myself. Standing strong in my moral character. Getting to know others. Continually creating myself.
I have no desire to be in a relationship or to be fully committed to any one person right now. I have no desire to be physically intimate as well. I am very comfortable and appreciative of this autonomy. I am not ready to give up this control. The power is intoxicating.
Autonomy. Just what I needed.
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